when you delete someone off your speed dial, you know they are not important to you anymore, either that or you've memorised the number (which is highly uncommon nowadays and also therewhich you can just look at the recents list since you've punched it so many times anyways.)so i looked at my recent call list. and realised that she has been deleted from my 'favourites' sometime ago. and i haven't even missed it. such is the extent of the relationship now. dont see her, haven't really chatted. not heart to heart anyways. and i've come to realise something. that something that was once so important can one day diminish. and try as you might, nothing can actually salvage it. but God brings healing and time does help with the sadness. ah well... as dad says. life goes on.
next thing to get you up to speed.
if something happens, really really good or really bad. the first person you think about usually is the one who means most to you. so yes i didn't tell her. but i'm sure i will. I told him though and for now, i'm letting you in... been waiting for this since march! and wait for ittttttt......
GUESS WHO GOT INTO MED SCHOOL?! :)
heeeh praise God!!! the God whose favor i do NOT deserve. whose love and grace just abounds SO MUCH. and who blesses me with SO VERY MUCH. :) aAaah. i'm excitEd! :) what the future holds is still a mystery! :) and i'm trusting Him with every step.
and dad and mom and the resta the family's really happy! dave's and his family are really happy too! and there are difficult decisions to be made in the days to come. but Praise God that he guides my path. And His word will light up my path and show me the way. YAY! :)
