4.10.09

after long

i know i'm bound to offend the following people if they read but i'm hoping they don't? and it's true so... no thanks to mr paranoid-about-internet-theft or ms i-want-to-be-alone, the photos of new zealand and mydayinsep has been uploaded. whew. wat a long drawn process.

so here are some photos of queenstown and the surrounding regions:

and here's chRistchUrch and the suRrouNds:

dUnedin & its suRroUnds:

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and today i got reminded of the lesson that some people are so fake. seriously. "don't expect anything of anyone", i was told. why can't i just do that? "ew, i don't like you, please get out of my sight." perhaps one day i will be calloused enough to say tat. but for now. so help me God to love the unloveable. to touch the untouchable. to bless when i feel like strangling till his eyes pop out and punch his face in. ah please God, help me to love and forgive.